Okay, so I know it's been awhile, but I have been busy lately. God has blessed me with the second job that I was praying for, for so long. Also I did not have the capability to get on the internet for some time. Now I'm back for awhile or at least I hope so!
Well I've been trying to figure out where God wants me to go with this post. After much debating and praying I believe I'm supposed to talk about strength. Most people are not sure how much strength they have until they are presented with a situation that makes them show just what they are made of. When faced with tough times and situations where we struggle many people ask "Why Me?" "Why God, Why Me?" Surprisingly the answer is easy. God wants us to run to him for our strength and realize that he is control. Also he wants us to find faith in the situation that everything will turn out okay. We often don't realize that we find our strength in our struggles.
I have struggled with many different feelings, addictions, and other issues throughout my life, and unfortunately I have not conquered all of them yet. I am getting closer to breaking free of them every day. I realize that it's going to take time and some hard working effort on my part to seek God and the freedom will follow! I have faith and hope that God knows what he's doing and it's all part of his master plan. Even though I am struggling to even make it through the day most of the time. I'm thankful I'm here and I have faith that there will be a tomorrow and it's gonna be a brand new day!! They always say it's darkest before the morning, I'm just waiting for my morning.
For those of you reading this who are battling with different issues no matter what it is.... know this, You are not alone! God is always there, and he knows you are hurting just reach out to him and he will be there!
"Before The Morning"--Josh Wilson this is a newer song I heard it for the first time about 2 months ago and it made me cry.